Monday, March 27, 2006
my arms are burning up right now.
so hot i could evaporate an entire pool of water by being in visual distance of it.
so hot i could melt iceman
so hot that when a snowball is hurled towards me.i woudn;t even feel a thing.
well.its down to 2 reasons
one
its actually due to the ridiculous amount of mosquitoes that come to treat my blood like a freeflow drink at a buffet.its actuallynot that big a deal.but consider this.i have not gone out to anywhere in the scorching sun for the past week and somehow these killer flying pests come find me as if im stuck in a phone booth with them and them searching for me with a radar.yeah.its dat bad.dun how me how i get it.ask me how do i feel right now.if u really do wonder.feel free to tilt ur head and focus ur eye on my ferst sentence.
its kinda like those book games whereby you just flip about forward and backwards madly to continue on the adventure.it is pretty cool now that you think of it.wonder why the hype became just a hype.hm.
reason number two
im beginning to wonder if i am really chewing off more than i could.its rather complicated lah.but i think i am.
its like a homerun for me already.but am i ready for it?i dun feel like running in this ballgame at all.felt good beore diving into the game but as it dragged along.i realised.is this what i want? or rather.is this who i want to end up with? im not entirely sure man.
week 4 is in the bag already.four more should be no problemo.i just realised that i really need to start thinking about what to write for my report.and thats like the weekly one only.i still have a much more daunting task before me.the entire 8 weeks report.
you know.sometimes i wonder.what if things have really gone the other way?would i have been better off?the choices we make dun always seem to be the logical one.but u think u were sure that it was the best possible option to select and go for.but is it?where would i be now if i really went the other way?
11:19 PM