Monday, March 27, 2006
my arms are burning up right now.
so hot i could evaporate an entire pool of water by being in visual distance of it.
so hot i could melt iceman
so hot that when a snowball is hurled towards me.i woudn;t even feel a thing.
well.its down to 2 reasons
one
its actually due to the ridiculous amount of mosquitoes that come to treat my blood like a freeflow drink at a buffet.its actuallynot that big a deal.but consider this.i have not gone out to anywhere in the scorching sun for the past week and somehow these killer flying pests come find me as if im stuck in a phone booth with them and them searching for me with a radar.yeah.its dat bad.dun how me how i get it.ask me how do i feel right now.if u really do wonder.feel free to tilt ur head and focus ur eye on my ferst sentence.
its kinda like those book games whereby you just flip about forward and backwards madly to continue on the adventure.it is pretty cool now that you think of it.wonder why the hype became just a hype.hm.
reason number two
im beginning to wonder if i am really chewing off more than i could.its rather complicated lah.but i think i am.
its like a homerun for me already.but am i ready for it?i dun feel like running in this ballgame at all.felt good beore diving into the game but as it dragged along.i realised.is this what i want? or rather.is this who i want to end up with? im not entirely sure man.
week 4 is in the bag already.four more should be no problemo.i just realised that i really need to start thinking about what to write for my report.and thats like the weekly one only.i still have a much more daunting task before me.the entire 8 weeks report.
you know.sometimes i wonder.what if things have really gone the other way?would i have been better off?the choices we make dun always seem to be the logical one.but u think u were sure that it was the best possible option to select and go for.but is it?where would i be now if i really went the other way?
11:19 PM
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
its you
its always been you
these past few days have been testimony to it
the watch i gave you...check
seen people looking like you around a lot...check
kept seeing ppl from our school...check
kept going past our school...check
sometimes.i wonder
are coincidences so coincidental that coincidences coincide?
i mean.what are the odds of you trying to forget someone then everything is KINDA smooth den suddenly.you get blasted by events that cant help but make you remember?
and i really do mean blasted.
BAM BAM BAM
one after the other.like people up there.the powers to be.are making your life a little more complicated.as if it wasn;t complicated enough.hm.
but then again.i might have been thinking too much
i should stop thinking
11:28 PM
Monday, March 20, 2006
im so pissed.
k lemme reiterate
im so pissssedd.
k let the questions come in.
this morning on my way to work.i saw this fat dude standing around readig a magazine.nothing special u say?yeah.pretty much.i thought the same way.except that i thought wrong.
nothing really bothers me in the morning when im on the train coz most of the time i would be slping.or pretending to be so i could sit and pretend to slp.it was a train that typifies every morning in the train.ppl all going to work.rush period.although it aint so much of a rush when i go to work.
yeah so anyways.people are all standin.minding their own business and hopefully waiting for ppl to get off and leave an empty seat behind for them.this scenario just so happens.still pretty ordinary.yeah rite.but it aint over yet.den this fat dude i noticed coz he was so fat.he just sat down next to me.bumping me in the shoulders.i was like.yeah okay.an accident.could happen to anyone.
what the little bump did.not only make me wake up from my pretence.but also made me notice what magazine he was looking at so precariously.
he was looking at some magazine filled with women that are scandily clad.it aint just your normal fhm or other mens magazine.its like the next closest thing to porn.pictures and pictures of em are scattered all around the book.i was like
'fer shizzle??'
it looked across to see the lady beside him looking rather disgusted and she fidgeted in her seat slightly but enough to make people take up and notice.people standing around him also turned away.i mean.imagine.
fat guy
tight fitting clothes that were about to be ripped apart whenever he reaches out to get new magazine an arms length away.
tucked high into his pants.so high that it was painful to even discribe.
carrying a haversack that is uber old enough for grandmas to call fashion.
rubbing shoulders with you occassionally.
tongue sticking out like the pokemon lickitung or smth liddat
with a sick expression on his face.
put that all together and you get guy sitting next to me this morning.
and just the other day.when i was at white sands queueing up to draw out money from the telling machine.i noticed this pair of school uniformed girls just making it in the queue right before i did.
now.you might wonder why i added the adjectives "school uniformed" before the girls.not that i was checking em out.(ed.yeah right)its just that this guy (yup,fat) was sitting on the bench acting suspiciously.he doesn;t seem to be waiting for anyone or doing anything particularly interesting.i didn;t take much notice.again
yeah so happened that when i turned back in the direction of the dude sitting there.i saw him pointing his handphone camera at something in front of me.
shit.its aimed at the girls.i also niticed how it was pointed slightly downward.being school girls.they were happily chit chatting away,not noticing what show they were starring in.
i knew i had to do something.i quickly stepped in the way of the path of the camera to block out as much as i could.this fat guy just continued shooting away.luckily i stayed there long enough for him to put down his camera.i think i saw a smirk in my direction as i peered into his way after the girls stepped up to withdraw some cash.
after i was done with my turn.i turned to see that the man was gone.
these incidents (and others) has got me thinking.
why are these people so desperate? we dont want to stereotype against certain shape of people but wih this kind of behaviour.how do u expect us to not feel disgusted at what you have done?We try not to tink of u guys in dat way but why are u making us do the opposite? are fat disgusting people so in need of such activities?
come on.get a real life.
9:16 PM
Monday, March 06, 2006
1 down.7 more to go.hope it goes by as quickly as the past 19 odd years have gone by for me.
works starts to get a little bit more consistent.and it piles up.still haven gone for a production yet.i wonder how it would all go if there was one.
was promised one by business manager.and the director said there would be a shoot coming up.hope its relevant and interesting.
had a meeting on friday with the rest of the gang at marche.and we just blabbered about how sip was for us.a lot of stories were going around and how their productions went.well i have yet to go on one.dammmm.the ogilvians were busy talking about work den eating.while the rest were bz eating and talking with the mouths half full.half empty.howeva u see it.but im sure it aint a pretty sight.
yeah so anyways.i got a violin from her already.went down to kbox cathay to get it from her.before going down for his birthday.which was kinda overdue.3.3.more comin up.damm.but anyways.happy birthday.
yeah so for his bdae.we went down to kallang and ate at this super ex indian cusine place.as i mentioned it was super ex.and being super unrich.i had to tone down on my order.but it was rather delicious.the stuff we ordered had to be deciphered by him bfore we could noe what was in the dish.
considering the number of people that have owned it.it was in a pretty decent shape.much better den i expected it.but it was cool playing my ferst note.albeit the screechiness that kinda strained my ear quite a bit.anyway.it was quite refreshing.
i need to get new strings for it man.broke it while tuning.super crap.
crap!
yeah and on sunday.i played soccer till my skin became red.and i still am.the sun is super unforgiving.and to make matters worse.there were a lot of people waiting in line.5 teams.damm.so we had to wait in the sun for our turn.and to make matters even worse-r.we played for quite a while.longer then usual.i died soon after that and i met the people, who u are suppossed to see when u die, and they said that i was given another chance.because i haf yet to finish my intership.ah!!!!!!
this is true.i have no reason to lie to u.you can ask me personally and i'll tell u everything in detail.
oh yeah.she asked me where i was suppossed to be interning before i went to apostrophe.well i said bda and was immediately startled by a surprise WATTTT!!! from them.well apparantly.bda is suppossed to be quite rich and the excuse that they gave me for axeing me at the last minute was that they were finiacially binded and couldn;t accept anyone.the WAATTTTT!!! was because they are not suppossed to be money problems if u haven;t already figures it out.damm.yeah and also before he came to apostrophe.he also tried to go to bda.and he immediately had a distatse for lilian.
yes lilian.the lilian.
no one likes her.
if you haven't noticed yet.she is the only name i mentioned in this article as i really really hate...
nah.its an understatement.
yeah so screw you!!!
i made ppl punch each other today.feel so proud.
(ed - the writer is currently sued for slander and is not in operation anymore.any means of contact would get you directly involved in the case.please refrain from asking why.)
9:02 PM